I wish this feeling of loneliness and alienation would just go away for once. I cannot relate to anybody. Nothing amuses me, nothing scares me, nothing cheers me up. I keep being attacked by this memories of the past years, and I wish with all my might that I could go back.
I guess I was not the only one who noticed how charming he is. He was with a girl.I don't know who, a younger girl.
Why not me?
What is wrong with me? someone tell me already.
Today's(yesterday's) Featured Song is:
The Birthday Massacre-To Die For
Background Info:
The group originated in London, Ontario under the name Imagica, taken from a novel by the author Clive Barker. The group's original line-up formed when childhood friends Rainbow (guitars and programming) and M. Falcore (guitars) met Chibi (vocals) and Aslan (bass) in college. In mid 2000, Dank, a long time friend of Chibi's, joined to play live keyboards. After months of rehearsals and writing songs, they played their first gig on October 28, 2000 at Diversity night club in London. The band released a seven-song limited editiondemo CD at the show. There were 40 hand numbered copies of the demo which included the first recorded version of the song "The Birthday Massacre" (later renamed "Happy Birthday"). The following month, in answering an ad posted at the college, O.E. was added to play live drums. During this time, the band also met Rhim and Owen at the same college who would later join as drummer and keyboardist, respectively. Their music style has been described as gothic synth rock.
Lyrics:
Tighten your tie boy You're something to die for But don't hold your breath now You're just killing time Tonight you can dream boy Imagine a whisper If you can keep secrets Then I'll tell you mine.
Remember a promise you couldn't hold on to Though it brings me to tears now i need you to know Look in my eyes boy Nothing like yours now It seems that a lifetime Is passing us by.
So open your eyes..
This is forever but it won't last long This is a memory that fades away in neverending In the death of all that's long been said and done before, We'll wish that we were something more.
Stop wasting time boy You're late all your life boy They won't have the patience For someone like you Your memory's fading I'll love you forever I'll try to remember I'll try to hold on
You're standing alone boy Waiting for dreams boy Waiting for something To make them come true Don't ever leave boy I'd miss you too much boy I'll never forget you As long as I'm here My Interpretation: She is talking to herself, mad with grief because the one she would die for is not there to listen and
has never been. She has sort of stranded in time, forever the same, while he has changed so much it's hard to recognize him at all anymore. Trying to hold on is almost never enough. Video:
I have lost 38 cm off of my waist and I am not planning on stopping this anytime soon, so do not even try. No matter what it takes, I will be good enough.
Today's (yesterday's) Featured song is:
Shakira-Moscas en la Casa (Flies in the House)
(Old Shakira, of course.Nothing after Laundry Service, when she became a cheap Hollywood subproduct)
Background Info:
Shakira Isabel Mebarak Ripoll (born February 2, 1977),[2] known professionally as Shakira, is a Colombian singer, songwriter, musician, record producer, dancer, and philanthropist who emerged as a musical prodigy in the music scene of Latin America in the early 1990s. Born and raised in Barranquilla, Colombia, Shakira revealed many of her talents in school as a live performer, demonstrating her vocal ability with rock and roll, Latin and Middle Eastern influences with her own original twist on belly dancing. Shakira is a native Spanish speaker and also speaks fluent English and Portuguese.
Lyrics: (The song is sang in Spanish, but I translated the lyrics for you. I'll post both) Spanish: Mis dÃas sin ti son tan oscuros Tan largos tan grises Mis dÃas sin ti Mis dÃas sin ti son tan absurdos Tan agrios tan duros Mis dÃas sin ti Mis dÃas sin ti no tienen noches Si alguna aparece Es inútil dormir Mis dÃas sin ti son un derroche Las horas no tienen principio ni fin
Tan faltos de aire Tan llenos de nada Chatarra inservible basura en el suelo Moscas en la casa
Mis dÃas sin ti son como un cielo Sin lunas plateadas Ni rastros de sol Mis dÃas sin ti son solo un eco Que siempre repite La misma canción
Tan faltos de aire Tan llenos de nada Chatarra inservible Basura en el suelo Moscas en la casa
Pateando las piedras Aun sigo esperando que vuelvas conmigo Aun sigo buscando en las caras de ancianos Pedazos de niño Cazando motivos que me hagan creer Que aun me encuentro con vida Mordiendo mis unas Ahogándome en llanto Extrañándote tanto
Mis dÃas sin ti
Como duelen mis dÃas sin ti.
English: My days without you are so obscure,
so long, so gray, my days without you.
My days without you are so absurd,
so sour, so hard, my days without you.
My days without you are nightless.
If one does show up, it is useless to sleep My days without you are a waste, the hours have neither beginning nor end.
So devoid of air. So full of nothing. Unserviceable scraps, litter on the floor, flies in the house.
My days without you are like a sky with no silver moon or traces of sun.
My days without you are only an echo that always repeats the very same song.
So devoid of air.
So full of nothing. Unserviceable junk, litter on the floor, flies in the house.
Kicking pebbles, I’m still waiting for you to come back to me. I’m still looking in the faces of the old traces of a child. On the hunt for motives to believe that I am still alive. Biting my nails, chocking on sobs, missing you so.
My days without you. My days without you. My days without you. Oh, how painful,this days without you. My Interpretation: Isn't it always terrible when we feel the void of love in our hearts? Is it really better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all? In this case, she loved and lost, and now the memories of her happier days, annoying, useless and unreachable like flies, have come back to torment her indefinitely.
Video: (They are very similar, but I still think my translation is slightly better)
So, is it really better to have loved and lost than never loved at all? Leave your oppinion in the comments.
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