Nothing. I just sat there listening to background music and laughter until I hung up.
It was a mistake. He didn't mean to dial my number. I know where he is, I read about it on that facebook of his. He's at a bar. He's having fun, probably the furthest thing from his mind right now is me.
And yet, when I saw his name on my cell phone screen, I felt a subtle tinge of joy.
Stupid. That's what I am.
Song of the day...
The Birthday Massacre- Remember Me
Background Info:
The Birthday Massacre (often identified using the abbreviation TBM) is a synthrock band, based in Toronto, Canada. The band formed in 1999, known then as Imagica. This name was borrowed from the novel Imajica by Clive Barker.The group originated in London, Ontario, under the name Imagica with members using pseudonyms and nicknames instead of their birth names.Members include Chibi, Rainbow, Falcore, Rhim, Owen and Nate Manor. The founding members state that neither had been in any previous bands and have expressed in multiple interviews that the group formed naturally as a result of spending time together as friends.
Lyrics:
It's safe to say I'm lonely now
A place called home
Is just a memory away
I know I've done this all before
A thousand silent voices
Begging me to stay
Apologies all left unsaid
Secrets better left unspoken
Dreams are slowly put to bed
Rumors stirred and reawoken
If I try to get away
How long until I'm free?
And if I don't come back here
Will you remember me?
It's safe to say there's nothing now
It's all so quiet but I
Can't forget the sound
A thousand voices call my name
A thousand hands that
Pull me back down to the ground
I turn away from what you are
Denying all that you have given
I find a place that's safe and far
In time all will be forgiven
If I try to get away
How long until I'm free?
And if I don't come back here
Will you remember me?
My Interpretation: To me this song is about both voluntarily and involuntarily going to a place where others can't reach you every time things get difficult-figuratively, obviously, like getting lost in your own mind- and wondering if people would miss you or even notice you're gone.
My Interpretation: To me this song is about both voluntarily and involuntarily going to a place where others can't reach you every time things get difficult-figuratively, obviously, like getting lost in your own mind- and wondering if people would miss you or even notice you're gone.
Video:
Well, you know what to do,down there.
